Im hurtingggggggggg, I literally am insane. I do this every single time and again and again and my brain is colliding against my skull because of the short stop and go's. I catch myself in the mirror, slumped, red, and I hit ignore on the phone. It's not you, who cares. I can't deal with anything than this. I wish I could take every little bit back. And never know. F*** that phrase about love and loss. No
I give in again and again and again. And in your heart I really don't think you mean to. Everything you've wanted has been yours. Everything comes so easy to you why should I deny.
The next cycle is coming around. It's up to me now.